Wha'?

I'm not feeling how I think I ought to be feeling. Instead I'm feeling rather grumpy. And it's making me more grumpy that I'm feeling grumpy instead of dancing and singing in happiness. I keep telling myself that maybe it just hasn't sunk in yet.

I'm feeling quite anxious. About the medicals showing up something nasty and then about leaving all this behind. It's what I've wanted to do for years, but now it's coming down to it my Taurean nature is kicking in and telling me that my life is comfortable here and I shouldn't take any unnecessary risks.

But I'm going to stick two fingers up at the Bull and launch myself with gusto into the adventure of a new path in life. I've only got the one life to experience as much as I can. I'm taking the road less travelled.